After the long wait, they finally arrived. It was quite fun at the beginning , she was ecstatic. always happy and wanting to spend time with all of them . All of a sudden she felt a shudder pass through her. A slow tremble worked it’s way through her spine and time stood still. She was so angry with herself . The anger coursing through her veins threatened to reduce her to her worst self. How could this be happening again ? Why was she incapable of making a decision and sticking with it ?But, this time she knew it had to be different. Unlike her past mistakes where she couldn’t give a damn about the repercussion of her indecisive nature, she knew that this was a whole new ball game. For the first time she sat down to think.